I don’t normally share super-personal stuff on this blog like how I’m feeling. But at the moment I’m feeling pretty bummed. Not sure why. A bit overwhelmed with things to do, not enough time to do them, not using time effectively, which gets me more bummed, so yeah. Whenever I get back from holidays it always takes me a couple of weeks to get back in the swing of things… but I don’t feel like i’m at that point yet… I’ve been thinking about how much easier it would be for me to work a 9-5 job and then just cram ministry around that. I find it hard to work by myself at home… I’m very much a team sports person rather than individual. I need people around me to motivate me and keep me accountable and to talk to!! I don’t think i’m depressed (in the clinical sense) or anything like that – but just want to be more efective and disciplined. Anyway… God is good…
The following are the lyrics from one of my favourite songs. It’s called Forever and it’s by REVIVE. It’s up to 78 on the play count in iTunes on my computer and hope the boys don’t mind me quoting the song here.
Forever
Do you feel like giving up, are you at the end yet?
Have you lost the hope you had, is your heart set?This is not how it ends
I won’t lay down no more, No!
I will fight to the end
But I cannot win
Only with you I’ll live foreverWell he’s seen it all before he’s been through it with you now
He’s got hopes and plans for you give it all to him
Taken from here